Okay, I'm done with my emo post.
I shall just put my issues behind!
As it quieted down abit... (i guess-.-)

----


Yesterday was fun! :)
Work was slacking as i had 2 days of insomnia totally -.-
Then bugged Des about the comp~~
Guess what, after i asked him one time,
He went search edi =.=

Then come tell me, "Today i wan go sls! & I will leave office early."
I asked, "How early is your early?"
He replied, "5.30!"

Shocked, and told dear about it, he rush to bath,
And i rushed to finish packing... -__-

After that me and des head down to Bugis first,
To meet a friend of Des called Vince.
Later, went to SLS to meet my dear <3

Around 8+, after done with purchasing a new comp,
And done with dinner, 4 of us cabbed down to Des's place.
After reach his place, the 2 went to deal with installing & such,
While me and my dear just sat there watching o.o
A while later, Stan and YJ came over xD

Chit Chat ~ while they deal with the comp.
Unknowingly, dragged until 2am!!! ._.
Order Mac and they hv their supper, I had cup corn xD

2.30am liddat, my dad came and fetch me,
Psycho him to fetch dear home also =P
Also, a little detour taking yj & stan back to stan's place =x

---

After dear reached his place,
Dad and I talked...
Something he said touched me deeply... >.<

---

Man, am i getting tired of this shit.

Mum complains & blames about almost everything that she can thinks of.
Dad listen to his sister and thinks my mum having an affair.
Brother looking for more trouble befriending a kpo-chi.
Youngest brother wanted to quit school.
Then, this outsider who thinks he's so pro in solving problem.

I'm sick of this nonsense.

With friends, I can force out a smile and push everything behind.
But, that's running away...
With dear, I feel no problems as long as I'm with him.
But, that's only a moment of problem-free...
With only myself, I can cry out freely.
But, that's keeping to myself...

Some pathetic bastards just can't bother their own things;
I don't need your advice, thanks.
Leave my family and brothers alone.
Don't come act good to me, for i fucking don't need your sympathy.
Just stop fucking come over my place and brainwash my brothers.

You betray my trust on you for the first time;
I look down on you, totally.
I thought I could try giving you a chance but I'm glad I didn't.
You bloody get your ass out off my family business.

Don't come play hero when you aren't.
I don't owe you anything.
And, MIND your own business & don't stick your nose to other's problem.

My whole life's regret is to know you in the first place.
I must congratulate you for being the most thick skin person I've met.
Don't act a friend here, when you aren't.
I despise you totally.

Knn, you call me and scold got use? No.
You ask me no feeling over this? No, also.
Why? Cause I understand the situation at hand totally.
Like you? Who only scream and shout then rant vulgarities?

Fuck, you never get into any relationship before u kpkb me so much;
Scold me cb knn fuck pathetic you; you think i give a damn?

Ask her do your things, ok nvm;
Scold & rant her vulgarities, do you fucking know you hurt her feelings so deep?
Do you fucking know she cried once in front of me and lil brother? NO!

I came home from dinner, one night, and she's there crying.
DO YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT? AND WHY SHE IS CRYING?
Cause of your words ranted and directed at her!!!
She cried; because of your words that hurt her so deep down.

Ass you!

----

Scold me some more lah, come cbcb me la, you think i scare?

Middle Person sucks lah.
Making both parties happy, we took detour;
Detour never mind, no one object;
Suggestions given & implemented, yet i also need to do and cover.

Some people only knows how to suggest;
Yet they have no plans of what to do next;
Done planning; yet need cover head cover tail.
Need I spoonfeed you?
I organized, so what?
I may be the planner but I'm not a supplier.
I don't supply everything including money.

Can't afford to settle for the events tomorrow?
Then don't suggest, I only settle people.

Damn pissed off, so this is how you look at me?
A Money Tree who needs to tag along?
Now I see.


不要爬到我头上来；
不要做的太过分！

19 December, Friday,
Had a boring day at work; with no msn and blog :x
After work, went down to DG with Des,
To meet up with my dear, evan, wm, stan & yj.
Then we head down to cc together.
When we reached cc, wow=.=
I must say, Sheng have a big family. LOL
After woe, went down to Cine for Pastamania~~
Right after dinner, all abt to go home,
I stop by a vendor for a browse and buy a bag xD


---


20 December, Saturday,
Slack at home with dear company <3
Till 3pm, we head down to AMK Hub for lunch.
Meet up with yj 1st after that went for shopping spree lol~
I'm really like enjoying myself as I hvn't shopped like i did for a while.
Bought 3 tops and some xmas pressie for my frens <3
Later on, meet up with (xiao) Evan & (xiao) Dabian at the MRT.
Before we took a bus to Stan's place xD
Des come a while later.
We ordered Pizza Hut for dinner, but not filling for some of them :x
Around 11, me, dear and yj took 105 back home xD

Yesterday I had a lot of fun, somehow~
Too bad dear didn't come. (He sick!)
After work, straight go down to Bugis with Des,
To meet up with Wm, Yj, Evan & Stan for dinner.
We went to the Korean Restaurant, Ivy introduce us de.
Had a lot of fun and somehow, manage to laugh out a lot. :D
Went to Bugis Junction to shop for our presents. (Xmas soon!)
Bought presents already, and get myself a new ear piece from Sony.
Later on, before everyone is done, as some are still in Sony Gallery,
I head towards Venezia for ice cream <3>
After that, everyone head home while only yj went to stan's place :o

Cherish what you have now;
Before you regret that it's gone.

I think only now, I understand what this means.
I don't know when is it but I know she already made up her mind.
Now only I realized, the home, where it suppose to be warm;
Turns out to be a cold place afterall.
Where everyone become strangers...

Holding back my tears; since yesterday.
But whenever I think about it, tears just flow.
Things just not gonna be the same again.

Once it happened, I bet I'll be all alone already.
She already talked to me about her plans of leaving us.
Us; me and my little brother. (the other 2 are just pure strangers.)

I can't imagine what is gonna happened already.
I feel so helpless now...

Stupid people really ruin my day.

13 & 14 December, Saturday & Sunday,
Eh, stayed home slack + save money!
Whole time, it's either dota-ing or anime~~
2 days never go out can save nearly $100 lor. (for me.)

Today, i can say almost everything need to be done, done.
Slacking in process. -.-
Munching on my fries Ivy pass to me happily,
When suddenly manager come ask me things-.-
After all is settle and done, went back do my things ._.

After done with my fries, i munch on my biscuits.
Not even 1 bite, my another boss come to me.
Wth, and suddenly my youtube streaming=.=

-__-


---

Continuing today:
At night after work, knock off tgt with Des,
We head to DG tgt to meet my dear.
After that we 3 head down to the cc.
Others were late, wm, sheng, stan and some others!
WoE was abit boring liaos, (nds halfway thru~)

After WoE, we went for dinner at a small ramen shop.
1.30am we had movie at Cathay, TDTESS (geegee)
Watch until 3am+ liddat, Elly cabbed home tgt with des & stan.
I called my dad to pick me and my dear up xD

12 December~~ Friday~~

Pikachu going botak le~~
Gonna miss you & ur peanut butter! gee gee!
Hehes, though you cannot see this but we'll all miss you! :D

9 December, Tuesday,

._. FFK woe went play dota with the usuals.
Somehow dota was actually against AI at 1st.
With me, dear, paya, elly and stan,
However, it turns out to be players -_-
Whereby yj,winter,vin,joven,blaze, fusion joined in the game @@
3 rounds against them; 2 games went fine, 1 game rmked.
Too bad i can only accomodate 8 ppl =.=
Haha, very funny how everyone actually skipped woe la x.x

After the 3rd game, somehow manage to tell others we end for today.
Meanwhile, asking those who msn me to join another AI match=.=
Everytime i end 1 game, i sure see 3-4 msn blinking ._.!!
Last 2 games of AI, played with elly,maddy&xin...
(Paisei ar Wm, no space liao x.x )

Farnie - When maddy and xin reply omf? (In Dota)
Erinus: I go ss
Song_of_Madness: ok
Erinus: o.o
Song_of_Madness: -.-
Yandaoxin: LOL
Erinalla: I tot i should say ok? LOL

Then,

Erinus: I go ss
Yandaoxin: ok
Song_of_Madness: -.-
Yandaoxin: LOL
Erinalla: LOL, u 2 dam farnie la.


p/s: it isn't just me who can do that, you can do it too! ==" if you think only we can do that, then what's the program for._. w/o me or my dear also got other ppl 1 @@

Wah, like so long never update like that.
But not much things happened also haha~
Maybe just some unexpected happenings!
Let's start my longwinded story again...

3 December, Wednesday,
Work was okay, since I've completed most.
After work went Vivo had dinner with my dear~ <3

4 December, Thursday,
Work was fine as well.
After work went back home play Dota!

5 December, Friday,
Completed the work available for me,
After work rush to CC find my dear & friends.
Met up with my dear and Maddy first,
Then we head down to CC (& we are first to reach-.-)
WoE was fine but last 30 mins was boring=.=
After WoE, Dinner at Subway cuz got 20% discount. xD
Later on, I head to dear's house to stay instead! <3

6 December, Saturday,
Planned & organized a dinner for everyone today.
Invited almost everyone I know o.o (i guess, lol)
Altogether 13 friends joined, hees~
Had dinner @ Cathay de "Japan Village".
There's the usuals;dear,stan,des,maddy,wm,
evan,elly,mindy,hazel,joven,and 2 of stan's fren.
After dinner, some went home some went stan's place.
For wii de new raving rabbit! :o
Around 12am liddat, me, dear and maddy cabbed home.

7 December, Sunday,
Stayed over at dear's place,
Today is auction day, me and dear joined in the bid.
Sunire & Sanire~ (read from back please! /gg)
We somehow won the bid over bascojin doll! <3
Thanks to dear & Papaya for your zeny support! <3
At night, dear's family had steamboat, I also joined in._.
After dinner, we rush to meet up with evan & wm,
Den head down to Yishun to meet Elly for movie "Bolts!"
After movie, all head home, dear came stayed at my place <3

8 December, Monday,
Public holiday, slept sooo nicely at home xD
Was like playing Dota the whole day with the same gang, haha!
At night only log in RO to chat chat den sleep!! xD

28 November, Friday,
Work was rushie but I finished most of it edi;
Lunch was wat liao ar, lol.
Well, doesn't matter all i know is with mandy & wei.
After work was cc.;
Meet up with dear and wm and joven @ DG mrt;
Den we head to PS B2 for takoyaki.
We ate along the way to cc, when sheng & pika edi reached.
Des came abit later.
After a tough WoE, we went to had our dinner at Mad Jack.
Shared cab home with sheng and dear.


29 November, Saturday,
Supposed to be going to Mind's Cafe at Tampines Safra,
Due to our FP-ness, it was under human maintenance.
No minds, so fusion went home,
While the 4 of us (wm,evan,omf&me) cabbed to stan's place.
After we reached, i rest rest, wm & evan hog stan's room.
Den my dear and stan play ps3 haha (with yj after he arrives.)

Later on that night, we all went to Novena for Steamboat!
Des, Fusion & Mindy join us too xD (muddy nv join us D:)
All of us had a lot of fun~~ :D
But soon after dinner, we head back home liao.
Reached home, Mindy came over to copy some files.
After that she took bus home liao~


30 November, Sunday,
Tired! Resting at home!!!


1 December, Monday,
Still having my cramps!
Took half day and go home rest=.=
Totally no energy to play and do other things but sleep.


2 December, Tuesday,
Work was still abit tiring due to my current problems.
But work lur.
After i get home woe for fun den dota den slp...


---

Okay, I'm done with my emo post.
I shall just put my issues behind!
As it quieted down abit... (i guess-.-)

----


Yesterday was fun! :)
Work was slacking as i had 2 days of insomnia totally -.-
Then bugged Des about the comp~~
Guess what, after i asked him one time,
He went search edi =.=

Then come tell me, "Today i wan go sls! & I will leave office early."
I asked, "How early is your early?"
He replied, "5.30!"

Shocked, and told dear about it, he rush to bath,
And i rushed to finish packing... -__-

After that me and des head down to Bugis first,
To meet a friend of Des called Vince.
Later, went to SLS to meet my dear <3

Around 8+, after done with purchasing a new comp,
And done with dinner, 4 of us cabbed down to Des's place.
After reach his place, the 2 went to deal with installing & such,
While me and my dear just sat there watching o.o
A while later, Stan and YJ came over xD

Chit Chat ~ while they deal with the comp.
Unknowingly, dragged until 2am!!! ._.
Order Mac and they hv their supper, I had cup corn xD

2.30am liddat, my dad came and fetch me,
Psycho him to fetch dear home also =P
Also, a little detour taking yj & stan back to stan's place =x

---

After dear reached his place,
Dad and I talked...
Something he said touched me deeply... >.<

---

Man, am i getting tired of this shit.

Mum complains & blames about almost everything that she can thinks of.
Dad listen to his sister and thinks my mum having an affair.
Brother looking for more trouble befriending a kpo-chi.
Youngest brother wanted to quit school.
Then, this outsider who thinks he's so pro in solving problem.

I'm sick of this nonsense.

With friends, I can force out a smile and push everything behind.
But, that's running away...
With dear, I feel no problems as long as I'm with him.
But, that's only a moment of problem-free...
With only myself, I can cry out freely.
But, that's keeping to myself...

Some pathetic bastards just can't bother their own things;
I don't need your advice, thanks.
Leave my family and brothers alone.
Don't come act good to me, for i fucking don't need your sympathy.
Just stop fucking come over my place and brainwash my brothers.

You betray my trust on you for the first time;
I look down on you, totally.
I thought I could try giving you a chance but I'm glad I didn't.
You bloody get your ass out off my family business.

Don't come play hero when you aren't.
I don't owe you anything.
And, MIND your own business & don't stick your nose to other's problem.

My whole life's regret is to know you in the first place.
I must congratulate you for being the most thick skin person I've met.
Don't act a friend here, when you aren't.
I despise you totally.

Knn, you call me and scold got use? No.
You ask me no feeling over this? No, also.
Why? Cause I understand the situation at hand totally.
Like you? Who only scream and shout then rant vulgarities?

Fuck, you never get into any relationship before u kpkb me so much;
Scold me cb knn fuck pathetic you; you think i give a damn?

Ask her do your things, ok nvm;
Scold & rant her vulgarities, do you fucking know you hurt her feelings so deep?
Do you fucking know she cried once in front of me and lil brother? NO!

I came home from dinner, one night, and she's there crying.
DO YOU FUCKING KNOW THAT? AND WHY SHE IS CRYING?
Cause of your words ranted and directed at her!!!
She cried; because of your words that hurt her so deep down.

Ass you!

----

Scold me some more lah, come cbcb me la, you think i scare?

Middle Person sucks lah.
Making both parties happy, we took detour;
Detour never mind, no one object;
Suggestions given & implemented, yet i also need to do and cover.

Some people only knows how to suggest;
Yet they have no plans of what to do next;
Done planning; yet need cover head cover tail.
Need I spoonfeed you?
I organized, so what?
I may be the planner but I'm not a supplier.
I don't supply everything including money.

Can't afford to settle for the events tomorrow?
Then don't suggest, I only settle people.

Damn pissed off, so this is how you look at me?
A Money Tree who needs to tag along?
Now I see.


不要爬到我头上来；
不要做的太过分！

19 December, Friday,
Had a boring day at work; with no msn and blog :x
After work, went down to DG with Des,
To meet up with my dear, evan, wm, stan & yj.
Then we head down to cc together.
When we reached cc, wow=.=
I must say, Sheng have a big family. LOL
After woe, went down to Cine for Pastamania~~
Right after dinner, all abt to go home,
I stop by a vendor for a browse and buy a bag xD


---


20 December, Saturday,
Slack at home with dear company <3
Till 3pm, we head down to AMK Hub for lunch.
Meet up with yj 1st after that went for shopping spree lol~
I'm really like enjoying myself as I hvn't shopped like i did for a while.
Bought 3 tops and some xmas pressie for my frens <3
Later on, meet up with (xiao) Evan & (xiao) Dabian at the MRT.
Before we took a bus to Stan's place xD
Des come a while later.
We ordered Pizza Hut for dinner, but not filling for some of them :x
Around 11, me, dear and yj took 105 back home xD

Yesterday I had a lot of fun, somehow~
Too bad dear didn't come. (He sick!)
After work, straight go down to Bugis with Des,
To meet up with Wm, Yj, Evan & Stan for dinner.
We went to the Korean Restaurant, Ivy introduce us de.
Had a lot of fun and somehow, manage to laugh out a lot. :D
Went to Bugis Junction to shop for our presents. (Xmas soon!)
Bought presents already, and get myself a new ear piece from Sony.
Later on, before everyone is done, as some are still in Sony Gallery,
I head towards Venezia for ice cream <3>
After that, everyone head home while only yj went to stan's place :o

Cherish what you have now;
Before you regret that it's gone.

I think only now, I understand what this means.
I don't know when is it but I know she already made up her mind.
Now only I realized, the home, where it suppose to be warm;
Turns out to be a cold place afterall.
Where everyone become strangers...

Holding back my tears; since yesterday.
But whenever I think about it, tears just flow.
Things just not gonna be the same again.

Once it happened, I bet I'll be all alone already.
She already talked to me about her plans of leaving us.
Us; me and my little brother. (the other 2 are just pure strangers.)

I can't imagine what is gonna happened already.
I feel so helpless now...

Stupid people really ruin my day.

13 & 14 December, Saturday & Sunday,
Eh, stayed home slack + save money!
Whole time, it's either dota-ing or anime~~
2 days never go out can save nearly $100 lor. (for me.)

Today, i can say almost everything need to be done, done.
Slacking in process. -.-
Munching on my fries Ivy pass to me happily,
When suddenly manager come ask me things-.-
After all is settle and done, went back do my things ._.

After done with my fries, i munch on my biscuits.
Not even 1 bite, my another boss come to me.
Wth, and suddenly my youtube streaming=.=

-__-


---

Continuing today:
At night after work, knock off tgt with Des,
We head to DG tgt to meet my dear.
After that we 3 head down to the cc.
Others were late, wm, sheng, stan and some others!
WoE was abit boring liaos, (nds halfway thru~)

After WoE, we went for dinner at a small ramen shop.
1.30am we had movie at Cathay, TDTESS (geegee)
Watch until 3am+ liddat, Elly cabbed home tgt with des & stan.
I called my dad to pick me and my dear up xD

12 December~~ Friday~~

Pikachu going botak le~~
Gonna miss you & ur peanut butter! gee gee!
Hehes, though you cannot see this but we'll all miss you! :D

9 December, Tuesday,

._. FFK woe went play dota with the usuals.
Somehow dota was actually against AI at 1st.
With me, dear, paya, elly and stan,
However, it turns out to be players -_-
Whereby yj,winter,vin,joven,blaze, fusion joined in the game @@
3 rounds against them; 2 games went fine, 1 game rmked.
Too bad i can only accomodate 8 ppl =.=
Haha, very funny how everyone actually skipped woe la x.x

After the 3rd game, somehow manage to tell others we end for today.
Meanwhile, asking those who msn me to join another AI match=.=
Everytime i end 1 game, i sure see 3-4 msn blinking ._.!!
Last 2 games of AI, played with elly,maddy&xin...
(Paisei ar Wm, no space liao x.x )

Farnie - When maddy and xin reply omf? (In Dota)
Erinus: I go ss
Song_of_Madness: ok
Erinus: o.o
Song_of_Madness: -.-
Yandaoxin: LOL
Erinalla: I tot i should say ok? LOL

Then,

Erinus: I go ss
Yandaoxin: ok
Song_of_Madness: -.-
Yandaoxin: LOL
Erinalla: LOL, u 2 dam farnie la.


p/s: it isn't just me who can do that, you can do it too! ==" if you think only we can do that, then what's the program for._. w/o me or my dear also got other ppl 1 @@

Wah, like so long never update like that.
But not much things happened also haha~
Maybe just some unexpected happenings!
Let's start my longwinded story again...

3 December, Wednesday,
Work was okay, since I've completed most.
After work went Vivo had dinner with my dear~ <3

4 December, Thursday,
Work was fine as well.
After work went back home play Dota!

5 December, Friday,
Completed the work available for me,
After work rush to CC find my dear & friends.
Met up with my dear and Maddy first,
Then we head down to CC (& we are first to reach-.-)
WoE was fine but last 30 mins was boring=.=
After WoE, Dinner at Subway cuz got 20% discount. xD
Later on, I head to dear's house to stay instead! <3

6 December, Saturday,
Planned & organized a dinner for everyone today.
Invited almost everyone I know o.o (i guess, lol)
Altogether 13 friends joined, hees~
Had dinner @ Cathay de "Japan Village".
There's the usuals;dear,stan,des,maddy,wm,
evan,elly,mindy,hazel,joven,and 2 of stan's fren.
After dinner, some went home some went stan's place.
For wii de new raving rabbit! :o
Around 12am liddat, me, dear and maddy cabbed home.

7 December, Sunday,
Stayed over at dear's place,
Today is auction day, me and dear joined in the bid.
Sunire & Sanire~ (read from back please! /gg)
We somehow won the bid over bascojin doll! <3
Thanks to dear & Papaya for your zeny support! <3
At night, dear's family had steamboat, I also joined in._.
After dinner, we rush to meet up with evan & wm,
Den head down to Yishun to meet Elly for movie "Bolts!"
After movie, all head home, dear came stayed at my place <3

8 December, Monday,
Public holiday, slept sooo nicely at home xD
Was like playing Dota the whole day with the same gang, haha!
At night only log in RO to chat chat den sleep!! xD

28 November, Friday,
Work was rushie but I finished most of it edi;
Lunch was wat liao ar, lol.
Well, doesn't matter all i know is with mandy & wei.
After work was cc.;
Meet up with dear and wm and joven @ DG mrt;
Den we head to PS B2 for takoyaki.
We ate along the way to cc, when sheng & pika edi reached.
Des came abit later.
After a tough WoE, we went to had our dinner at Mad Jack.
Shared cab home with sheng and dear.


29 November, Saturday,
Supposed to be going to Mind's Cafe at Tampines Safra,
Due to our FP-ness, it was under human maintenance.
No minds, so fusion went home,
While the 4 of us (wm,evan,omf&me) cabbed to stan's place.
After we reached, i rest rest, wm & evan hog stan's room.
Den my dear and stan play ps3 haha (with yj after he arrives.)

Later on that night, we all went to Novena for Steamboat!
Des, Fusion & Mindy join us too xD (muddy nv join us D:)
All of us had a lot of fun~~ :D
But soon after dinner, we head back home liao.
Reached home, Mindy came over to copy some files.
After that she took bus home liao~


30 November, Sunday,
Tired! Resting at home!!!


1 December, Monday,
Still having my cramps!
Took half day and go home rest=.=
Totally no energy to play and do other things but sleep.


2 December, Tuesday,
Work was still abit tiring due to my current problems.
But work lur.
After i get home woe for fun den dota den slp...


---