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Written at 28 November 2008 | back to top

27 November, Thursday,
Work was rushie, but it was okay cause manager isn't here
Lunch was nice, with fish & prawn paste chicken <3
Dinner was a pathetic cup noodle, save money! xP
At night log in RO walk around,
Spotted Matilda and Papaya, go say hi.
After that, went base chat with weiming,
Asking paya to help me vend.

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Scene: When YY Kiko meet YY Poopie...
Poopie: who's kiko o.O?
Erina: someone you just spoke to in Prt.
Kiko: /ok
Poopie: =.= who i just spoke to?
Erina: you just chat with her, but just now was a he.
Poopie: o.O
Hate: /gg
Erina: Hint again, you were chatting with him and hes with matty.
Kiko: /ok
Poopie: =.=
Erina: Last hint, paya let's dota!
Hate: LOL
Poopie: Xiang =.=
Erina: YY wm & YY paya!

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After that we go play dota with elly, 5v5ai!
Hosted 3 times,
1st time elly dc
2nd time fatal error
3rd time Paya dc.
But very late liao, so we din rmk, paya also nv msn me=.=

I Believe...

Written at 27 November 2008 | back to top

I Believe...That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I Believe...That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I Believe...That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I Believe...That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I Believe...That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe...That you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I Believe...That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I Believe...That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I Believe...That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I Believe...That money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I Believe...That my best friend and I, can do anything, or nothing and have the best time.

I Believe...That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

I Believe...That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I Believe...That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I Believe...That it isn't always enough, to be forgiven by others. Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I Believe...That our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but, we are responsible for who we become.

I Believe...That you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life Forever.

I Believe...Two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I Believe...That your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

I Believe...That even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you - you will find the strength to help.

I Believe...That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

'The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything'

Copied from an email send by Mandy;
Thanks girl, you taught me a lot. <3

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Today, i go check my email.
And a friend send me something...
I will not ever dare to consume "it" anymore...
Damn disgusting and I'm glad I never eaten anything yet. =.=

For Oreo biscuits lovers, do open them up before consuming,
Chances are you might be consuming something gross... -_-
The thought of that picture almost make me puke D:
I don't mean inside the packet, but inside the cream... ARGH!!!
Don't make me name the thing inside the cream!!! D:

Gods, I'm anti-ing Oreo for the rest of my life =.=!!!

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24 November, Monday,
Work was busy, as usual.
After work was what again..Eh?
I don't remember._.
Oh yeah, maybe go home right after work gua.

25 November, Tuesday,
Supposed to be WoE with dear at CC,
But nearly whole CC booked by Celes ppl. lol
Anyways, oh well, Tuesday WoE also not important.
We head downstairs to eat mac for dinner.
After that took cab to my place for woe instead.
Last hour only but it's still fun lar~~
Then after WoE, I go bath, back edi, play Dota :o
Played with Maddy, Xin, Paya & my dear,
Continuous for 4 rounds den we sleep, LOL.
Dear stayed over! <3

26 November, Wednesday,
I had an off day today due to company's event.
Slept till 9.30 while dear slept till 1pm. Haha!
Went RO chat chat with Yeppy, Paya and Wm,
And I told wm,"why you like MIA, many days didn't see liddat?"
Haha maybe I'm lost in my own world.
We kinda like "play" db, more like spamming though.
Boring liao, me and dear and paya went dota.
After 1 match of dota, i go nap.
Later on my dear go home liao.
While he's on the way home I go play Digimon World. haha.
Later on the night, play 5 rounds of dota non-stop.
With the same ppl as yesterday... Haha!

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21 November, Friday,
Work was okay, but the manager isn't okay.
Like doing homework back in school,
Must submit by 6.30. -.-

After work went DG to meet up with friends.
Met up my dear 1st before meet up with Evan & Wm.
Then we walk to cc and meet the rest.
Reached there 1st were Sheng, Pika & Stan.
Elly, Joven & Des were late haha! :x

After WoE, we went down to a food centre for dinner.
Some had noodle, some had rice, some ate western.
Satay and Oyster Egg for sharing.
(Elly taught me this: SIC - sharing is caring!)

Then, we take picture!

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the guys; (from left) maddy,sheng,wm,omf,joven,stan<3
the girls; (from left) evan, me & elly <3
the cameraman; desmond! ( he don't want take pic lolz)

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22 November, Saturday,
Went out with my dear & my brother,
To meet up with wm, maddy, evan & xin.
We went to watch movie, Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
Haha, we took the whole 3rd row from the back.
Elly was with her friends at the row in front of us.

After the movie, we head to HK cafe for our dinner!
Dinner later, wm, evan, maddy and xin went home.
While the rest of us, went to Bugis to meet Des @ Minds.
Play till 11pm+ den we head back home. xD

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23 November, Sunday,
Slack at home with my dear <3
More like facing the comp whole time lolx.
Dear pass me psx emulator, we play Digimon World haha!
After my dear reach home, we play dota 2 rounds then sleep!

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Love the hugs from you;

Always missing you when you leave;

Written at 20 November 2008 | back to top

19 November, Wednesday.
Work was fine & my pay finally arrives,
Lunch hour went Queenstown Shopping Centre.
Had Mac for lunch & shopping around afterwards.

After work, went with Des to meet up with Maddy and my dear.
Had Aji-sen for dinner @ PS.
4 of us chatting awhile before paying our bills.
We head upstairs to look around,
Don't know why, I feel like watching movie than going home.
But too bad, no much movie on show. >_>

End up I come up with a silly idea of watching Coffin.
Reluctantly, I told them if you guys pusuade Maddy to watch,
Den I will watch.

We went to a anime figurine shop,
Many Gachapon Machine line up,
And i notice a pokemon 1 and the pikachu is so cute.

We had a challenge!
I started by saying if i got Pikachu how?
He says get liao den say,
Instead of getting Pikachu, I got another cute 1
I dare Maddy to try, (sadly he got a digimon-like!)
So, i ask my dear to try and he got it. XD
Saying, I give you this Pikachu but you must watch Coffin with us.

LOL...

In the end we watch lor~~~ But me and Maddy half the time eyes closed=.= Suddenly anything can pop out 1; my 1st and probably the last time watching horror movie in the cinema haha~~~

Written at 19 November 2008 | back to top

Somehow I'm just like, recording, the good memories.
But, for some reason, I prefer it this way,
Cause my mind won't work well in recording all of it.
These plain yet good and unique memories,
Are all that I wish to write it here,
Diary after diary :o
People who have know me long enough,
Has the entry pass to my past blog.

A bit of a reason why I'm noting everything down;
My memories with my ex,
My memories in Penang,
My memories in Sg (with my ex),
My memories with even my past guilds, (Cons,Furball,FH,Intrepid)
I don't even remember who I met before. (names forgotten)
I have not much collection of it at all.
I really don't know where all those memories went.

My only fragments are:
-My first time go cc is @ Bukit Timah Plaza.
-A few times went Penisular Plaza cc for woe.
-One or two times went E-games cc.
-ECP; Intrepid Gathering.
-Mache; Cons Gathering.
-Latest, also my BBQ 2007 & Chalet at Aranda.

That's all I can remember. Whatever happened in the past, I totally can't figure it out. Especially the part with my ex-bf, no collections at all. Even with my past guilds, who I have met, who are my godbrothers/sisters, who is the people in my msn list? Seriously, I have no idea.

Did i hit my head too much? -.-

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14 November, Friday
Today go cc only 5 of us,(me,dear,evan,sheng,wm)
All busy with their own things haha!
After cc ate Mac den share cab home with sheng & dear.

15 November, Saturday,
Meet up for lunch @ Sakae with(dear,evan,wm,fusion,joven)
After that head down to Evan's house to play.
Elly join us later on.
Playing Mahjong & Dai-Dee till 7pm liddat,
We head down to AMK to meet Des den to Maddy's Grandma's wake.
It does bring me back to the time when my grandparents pass on.

An hour+ later, we left and head towards Bishan for our dinner.
Sat around on to chit chat before everyone decides to head home.

16 November, Sunday,
Stay home sleeep~~~
Afternoon Mahjong again.
Later on, dinner at Sakura Buffet,
Many varieties, yes, my appetite big for all, no! -.-
I would rate the food there 60 out of 100 though.
Not really that nice, okok only lur.

17 November, Monday
Err, sick...

18 November, Tuesday,
Ponteng work, afternoon went movie
With Dear, Evan, Muddy, Wm and Xin.
Watched Madgadascar 2 how u spell it again ._.
After that went food court makan dinner!
Go home after that lor ._.

19 November, Wednesday,
Err, back to work,
Finally, I'm expecting my pay today, (thx to des! [:)

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Written at 14 November 2008 | back to top

13 November, Thursday,
Work was so far okay,
But sadly, my pay for last month hasn't even arrive in my pocket,
I'm so irritated that the HR lady totally don't give a damn.
My colleague suggested I email her to her instead of telling.
Cause by telling her, she just 1 ear in 1 ear out,
I decided that I shall email her only by tomorrow,
If the cheque hasn't reach me yet.

After work, went Vivo with my colleagues and Des,
Met up with my dear then we head to have dinner.
Having steamboat for dinner! Haha!
After dinner, walk around before going home.

Upon reaching home, the same routine applies.
(Bath, Dota, RO, Sleep!)

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Status:
-> Angry that my pay hasn't come, after 1 week+!
-> Hopes today ends fast! So can meet my dear & Evan <3
-> Wish to change job instead of working as a temp staff.

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<3 Love my darling~
<3 Love my every moment with you!

Written at 12 November 2008 | back to top

10 November, Monday
Work was getting busier lately for me ._.
Oh well, busy better, time fly faster!
Today never go out,
Right after work go home already.
It so happened that the routine is back!
Dota & RO after that sleep.
But RO today, was very funny.
Banana kena spam "Dam Fruit"
And he emo, when I thought what happened! xD

11 November, Tuesday,
Work was bus~~sy! D:
But time cross very fast! xD
Lunch time got my usual 2 friends company,
With some lame jokes -.-
Today right after work, go home liao.
My internet and computer at home never fail me today >_>
At least I'm not at all having "DC"!
Smooth all the way lor.
Even up till Dota was smooth.
But my NDS was hogged!
Oh well!

12 November, Wednesday,
Err... Working now! :x
Not going out today!
My pay haven't come.
Straight home after work gua.

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:D
Just love my darling sooo much <3
And, also the star & elly! (sorry, dont really know wat u like>.>)
And, also And, also mandy & wei (for always being there :))
And, also a fruit & a dabian!

Disappointed.

Written at 11 November 2008 | back to top

Haiz~
I want to change, yes,
But got people change before me, yes,
For the better, no!

Some kind of friend like this I'm so disappointed.
After having gf, msn also nv reply already.
It's not like a 1 day thing or everyday thing,
Gradually, I do msn some close friends.
However, time goes by and I get no reply at all.

Some kind of friend I made,
Yeah, I'm damn.
Damn naive to even treat you like a close buddy.
So close till I tell him everything,
So close till I thought I can trust him with my worries.

A fool of me to have accompany you during your most down time,
Wasting away my off-day.
A fool of me to be mock by you all the times,
When normally I don't mind.
A fool of me to tell you almost everything,
When I thought I can trust you at all.
A fool of me to be used like a shit and throw aside,
When you found someone new and changed so much.

Thank you very much arh!
For laughing out loud at myself for being so dumb.

Don't you dare come find me again...
When you facing break ups or whatsoever,
I won't bother anymore.
Thanks for showing your true colours.

Written at 10 November 2008 | back to top

4 November, Tuesday
Er, can't roughly sum up what happened today,
Besides Woe and Dota at night,
Oh yea, i transfer back to finance department. Ftw-.-

5 November, Wednesday,
Did we go out arh?
Eh no, we didn't,
So stay at home and dota! I guess =.=

6 November, Thursday,
Bored in office, no computer,
Do manual work; filing and photocopy stuffs ._.
At night meet my dear at Taka,
Had Mos Burger =.=
(For some reason, I very anti burger now-.-)
After that my dear come my place camping lor!
Since friday i no work! :x

7 November, Friday,
Slept throughout the night without waking up >.<
Woke at 12 lolz, den go out hawker had our breakfast+lunch.
Got home, i slept again till 5 =.=
I damn pig that day for no reason ._.
Den dota 1 round with maddy and my dear,
Den me and my dear head out to meet maddy for tauhuey!
Slowly, at tauhuey, sheng, elly, blaze and joven came in.
Go cc together lor! (Des join us later due to work :D)
After woe, had our dinner cum supper at a HK cafe,
Others take mrt home, me and my dear took bus home hahas!

8 November, Saturday
Slept till 11 i guess, (my dear stayed over.)
Play a bit dota den was setting the time for going out later.
All gathered at Des's house at 4.30.
All = stan wm evan elly mindy and us.
Play mahjong abit den go for dinner :D
Maddy came later to join us for dinner lur,
After dinner go stan's place to play.
Play number game! xD Drink Vodka (mai siaosiao!)
Wm and evan and mindy were all red red!
Then the next morning, 6am liddat we go home liaoz~

9 November, Sunday,
Slept all the way till 3 and 4 (me and my dear.)
I still abit sleeping-mode even after 2 rounds of dota.
After dinner, play mahjong with my grandma and mum,
I lost all the way due to no concentration @@
Around 9, my dear go home liao.
During the time my dear go home, i went ro sit sit.
Chat with wm evan maddy xin and banana!
After my dear came back, we go msn add everyone to chat!
1 round of dota, den we go slp lor.

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Someone who shed crocodile tears are the worst.

You make me look down on you, totally.

Fool me once, shame of you,

Fool me twice, shame on me!

Written at 05 November 2008 | back to top

那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩. 男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强. 总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式. 女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.

他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人. 男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错. 即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.

就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.

有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头. 他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙, 自己不好去打扰他. 谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩, 可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气. 晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩, 话说得很重. 甚至提到了分手.

当时是晚上12点. 男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想是女孩把电话线拔了.

男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25. 女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了. 一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.

第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.

男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车. 救护车到的时候,人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了. 她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福. 女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方. 车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.

男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机. 女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张. 当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.

女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接. 男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.

女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么. 女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！

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A story i get from my email;
Note to self;
Never take anyone for granted;
They may be here today;
But gone tomorrow... :(

Written at 04 November 2008 | back to top

23 October, Thursday,
I think I went out with dear,
But to where, eat what? I don't remember.

24 October, Friday,
I remember this day cuz it's "Maddy Shy Day".
The most funniest thing happened to Maddy today :x
Went CC after work,
When the guy met the girl, (but don't know which one is her!)
There are 10 of us altogether, (also 10 of them from her side!)
Joven and Blaze were there too! (when that was the 1st time i met Blaze!)
After the show ended, it's time for dinner at BK!

25 October, Saturday,
Went down to AMK Hub with my dear,
Met up with Stan, Evan, En and Yijun.
Finally bought my NDS!
Had lunch at Mos Burger.
Later on head down to Desmond's house for Mahjong.
Maddy came to join us too.
After finish our Mahjong session, we went for dinner.
Dinner at a coffee shop's western food stall.
It's really nice!

26 October, Sunday,
Time to go Phuket.
Took a cab to pick Mindy then Sheng then towards Airport.
After that my dear and des reached.
Ate a little at BK before checking in and boarding the plane.
Reach already met up with the rest;

After that we were to take a van to our hotel.
After checking in, we head for lunch.
The fried rice was damn nice.
Later on, head back hotel to rest up before going for dinner again.
Went for Live Seafood, it's fresh and afforadable.
After seafood is shopping at night market.
Things there are super afforadable,
The guava there is naturally sweet._. (almost everything is sweet-.-)
The night market also known as Pasar Malam lor,
But the only different is that there also sell pets...
Many puppies and kittens for sale there, and they are soo cute lorz.
After that head back hotel, time for "Ahem" some drinks!

A new game was played,
Called the number game.
Slow or wrong ones get to drink as a forfeit.
Instead of Singha, we had Chivas. (Its not to my likings though, bleh!)

27 October, Monday
Was tired so sleep through breakfast!
Noon, everyone gathered for lunch at another hotel for buffet.
Its spicy =.= but, well, better den nothing.

After lunch all set off to shopping.
Part of the souvenirs bought,
Later at night, dinner at a simple dine-in,
Den we head off to the pub/clubbing area,
Where all the transexual resides (paisei dunno how to spell!)
Some look really like female,
While some are really so rough that can be hardly call a she...

Sheng and banana found one "pretty" one among so many,
Ask to take picture, well, banana one was normal, but...
Sheng's one is totally shocking!

28 &29 October, Tuesday & Wednesday,
Free day, on our own!
We went shopping spree!!!
But to me, we still in a safe group hehe.
Lunch at a western restaurant,
Dinner at a simple dine-in,
Den at night number game again,
This time drink coke! (I drink milo! XD)
Rest at abt 2am den a few hours later,
Sg-rians gtg back sg 1st lor!

Reached SG, I already not feeling well -.- (thx to the plane.)

30 October, Thursday,
Headache, requested MC!
Stayed home rest whole day,
Don't feel like doing anything, playing anything, eat anything-.-

31 October, Friday,
Got worst, but went to work since i said i will report back.
But get off from work right after my boss steps in.
Went over to my dear's place to sleep.
Slept whole afternoon but I never felt any better -.-
Evening arrives, went to meet my friends at the cc...
Had tauhuey for my dinner cuz its not heaty.
After WoE, wait all of them finish their dinner b4 going home.
Right after i get home, I slack on my bed,
Gosh, am i beat!

1 November, Saturday,
Went to see a doctor,
After that ate a bit, took my medication, zoom to bed again...
Sleep, Sleep, Sleep!
Never go out lor, just sleep!

2 November, Sunday,
Still very sick, continue sleep.

3 November, Monday,
Go back work, half ok half sick-.-
Still no appetite!
But...

Happy Birthday Dear!~

Went Vivo celebrate birthday with him,
Then go watch HSM3,
End at 11, reach home nearly 12 liao.

4 November, Tuesday,
Change department liao,
Got work to do, (still unsure but at least not so cold liao)