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Written at 30 May 2008 | back to top

Lately, I had been thinking alot about something,
That i get so tempremental...
Maybe I'm just tired from work or something

I also no idea! -.-

Nth much happens, so nth much to write about!

=.=

Written at 28 May 2008 | back to top

爱与希望

大地被摇晃著天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了下一秒瓦解了
泪堆积成了河但明天是好的
我们要坚定著
爱~ 让我们不放弃活著
还要继续和大自然拔河

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当爱与希望投射炙热的太阳
昨日泪光会随时间都蒸发
别轻易放弃明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气就更有力量

当爱与希望倒映暖暖的月亮
再回头望又是筑好的家乡
我知道未来还有好多路要闯
我打开了窗看见了晴朗

#repeat

t.t sad and touching song, god bless! ):

Written at 25 May 2008 | back to top

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Fun weekend again!!!

Thursday, we went Bens & Jerry eat ice cream.
Dam funny de
I say cookies and cream, become colgate and cream =.=

We had Cookies & cream, Chocolate Mint and Chocolate somehting i think...
Lol, it's nice to hang out at ice cream joints once in a while.
But i don't really like it cuz I'll grow fat T.T

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Saturday, me and my dear went Food Expo,
There's so many things to eat there.
From finger food to noodles, rice and even shark fin soup...
Yummy~! Dint take picture with the Gardenia Bread Man,
Haha, got normal de and high calcium 1, so cute lol!

Sunday, me and my dear went bugis walk walk,
Den after that we went Suntec (Again!)
There's Cosplayers every where,
I was like, omg, what's going on,
I take down a picture of Deathnote character only, dam nice!

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Den after that we went arcade play play!
Play on that candy machine again, Haha!
And got another puppy,
I took home just to take pic pic only,
Later on, give back my dear le =P

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Our 1 month 22 Days, 8 days to 2nd month! XD

Written at 23 May 2008 | back to top

Dearest Allie,

Please get well soon! And do not skip anymore meals, I beg you T.T

Written at 22 May 2008 | back to top

It was fun and nice to have someone with you when you're down xD
After i woke up from the bad dream, i was so down.
But the moment i enter RO...
Allie, Banana, Milo and Mishima were there to company me...

I told them about my dream and they cheer me up lol.
Played Bloody Branch with me.
When Baphomet drops Majestic Goat,
All snatching to have it, complaining...

Banana says he tank so he gets it;
Mishima says he lex so he also gets it;
Milo says he poem so he also wants that.

It's so funny that time,
I told them this,
"You guys go fight at 1 side, fight finish liao den tell me who gets it."

They rolled dice and the one with the smallest number wins,
In the end, Banana got it.
Lol...

Hahaha, the fishing part is funny...

Somehow, i feel even better to be assured by my dear t.t
It's just a dream only, nothing will happen de. :)

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our 1 month and 19 days... ღ

Written at 21 May 2008 | back to top

Ytd i get to off, Today also...
My boss MC, so i dun need go!
Hehe...

Today morning wake up,
Woke from a bad dream T.T
It's so real that i thought that it really happened... t.t
Cuz my phone is just beside me,
And in my dream, i read tat sms right on my bed T___T

Now, is this dream hinting me something or wat?
Im starting to worry again :(

Written at 19 May 2008 | back to top

xD

A long weekend and a fun one too! xD
Tiring also...

Friday,
After WoE, we go dinner together, a big group of 8 @@"
After dinner, we go my dear place dunno do wat,
I'm so tired to even talk lor,
They busy watching, Nipple song at YouTube also =.=
LOL den take cab home, S$33.90~~ Hahaha! So ex-.-

Saturday,
I also not enough sleep -.-
Wake up so many ppl telling me things,
I straight dulan -.-

Allie was there to calm me down, luckily!
But she also very stress over some problems ><"
We met up at AMK Hub and sit down at Coffee Bean to chat.
After an hour later, she goes off to work and i met up with my dear...

We went to a "Yes cafe" to have our lunch,
But i don't have any appetite at all,
For some reason, i'm vexed...

Den after that we went walk around in the mall,
After that we head off to PS to meet with Des and Mindy,
Den go off to Cathay to meet Evan and her frens just to say Hi,
After saying Hi, we head off to have dinner before heading to Maddy's house.

Overnight mahjong at his place but i was playing my game,
Dint rreally play much haha!

Sunday,
After having overnight mahjong at Maddy's place,
I only had 4 hours of sleep at home, lol i woke at 11-.-"
As most might know, lack of sleep i sure dulan 1 =D

I spent my time in RO playing MVP awhile,
Before i head out to meet my dear at Suntec.
We had Sakae for lunch, LoL

After that, we head to Suntec to shop around abit.
Having no place else to go, we went to the arcade!
We play the candy machine game and won the jackpot!

OMG le, the stuff puppy is soooo dammmm cute!

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Written at 18 May 2008 | back to top

Weee~~~

Lately everything seems fine,
But not that fine though -.-

Friday, went to CC for woe,
Den after that have dinner with lots of people...
LoL, like every week also got gathering liddat,
So funny~ Its fun, nonetheless :D

Yesterday, went to AMK Hub to meet Allie,
She looks so emolish and down for some reasons.
So stress over something which she could just let go but she can't ><"

After she go to work, meet my dear lo,
I also abit emolish that day,
Maybe due to lack of sleep ahaha!
On my shopping spree mode xD

After that we go down to doubhy ghaut and shop more!
Meet up with a few friends of mine =x
After that we head down to Cathay to just say hi to Evan and friends.
Before we go Maddy house for mahjong kakakaz!

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Our 1 month and 15 days! <-- woo its getting 2 months :O
Lurve Mii-Feng! xD

Written at 15 May 2008 | back to top

I'm okay already.
I guess I am fine now.
So, you guys stop worrying, okay?

I'm really fine...
Sorry for not replying sms-es

Just want some time alone awhile, i guess...

Written at 13 May 2008 | back to top

I think i should just cheer up and don't care anything anymore...
But can i...?

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Sigh, so silly of me to forget my handphone...
Well, this is the 2nd time i forget to bring out my handphone.
-.-

No idea of whoever is calling me, sms me or whatever...
Today so quiet to me...

-.-

I'm speechless, however...
Lately my appetite is small...
So small that even my favourite filet-o-fish don't interest me.

Whatever happened to my mood lately?
Wherever my appetite went?
Anything that I'm thinking of now?

-.-

No idea.

Written at 12 May 2008 | back to top

I felt myself getting more and more withdrawn,
Withdrawn back to my shell,
Which i had crawl out,

When everything start to seems nomal,
Other things start to seem bad...

Not that i'm thinking too much,
But alot of things changes now.
Which don't really affect me much,
Cept my family, that is affecting me..

I cannot comment anything at all,
Both sides tell me things,
And end with "Don't go tell anyone that i say this..."

I'm like a box to keep their secrets,
Will i say it out, I think so...
But say it out also to non-relevant ppl... -.-
I don't want a mess or problems to start arising...
I just need a pair of listening ears,
Which i know i had alot...

Sigh, Sigh, Sigh~~~~

I really don't know what to do.

Written at 11 May 2008 | back to top

Silly Me.

Lately, I've been so emolish over things.
Well, there's so many reasons behind it until I don't know where to start...

Friday night, after woe, I went home on my dad's cab,
Along with 2 friends...
However, after my friends got off,
My dad complains to me about my mum...
Likewise at home, my mum complains to me about my dad...

Both complain, complain and complain...
Why can't they just get along...
When will their silent treatment ends?
When will they just sit down and chat nicely?
When will they look things to the positive way?

Dad says,

Mum's odd
Like keep avoiding and ignoring him
Talking always end with a sacarstic remark
A little asking leads to argument...

Mum says,

Dad's irritating and unreasonable.
Always complains about the food she buys
Always ask so much
Always restricting her...

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I HAD IT ENOUGH....

I cried, cried the whole night on friday night till i drag until 4am den i go to slp...

I really dunno wat to do anymore...

When will they stop complaining...

Written at 09 May 2008 | back to top

So pathetic to think that everything will goes your way...

Wake up, please!
If you think going out with us has nothing to talk about,
Join in the chat with your own topic!
Now you're simply pushing the blames on us?

Well, I'm not the only who can sees that, girl.
Alot of people come and ask me this,
"Why is she trying to run away and push all this back in our face?"

I'll reply them, "I don't know this girl anymore... "

I bet you longed for the answer about tomorrow?
And I also bet you longed for it to be cancelled?
Well, it's not, you showing up or not,
I don't know and don't care.
We make an effort to keep you in contact,
You avoided us, ignored us,
Then be it.

Just stop complaining to me already, when you don't even bother.

I'll be frank, you're asking for too much attention, which we can't give.

Written at 08 May 2008 | back to top

Supposed to be nothing, Den u make it sound like got thing...
You complain all sort of things that is just so irrelevant.
First, u complain i always go out nv ask u...
Den, u complain i always company bf can le...
Now i tried to keep in contact with u,
Asking you out, even,
You always turn me down,
Saying not free, dun feel like going..
All sort of craps...
Others edi dun bother to contact u,
Cept me and allie, u dun even take the initiative to msn/sms/call us.
Ya, u can crap abt sch being bz, dun need contact also nvm 1, wan find a job?
Who's the one complaining to me nv jio her out 1?
Now, u dun even bother contacting us urself,
Expecting me to msn/sms nv get a reply?
Allie calling u, nv pick up?

Now u happy, "someone" is so emo and sad and hurt becuz of u... zzzz

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♥ ♥ ♥

At The Beginning...

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me

This is the start

(chorus)

And Life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

♥ ♥ ♥

Written at 06 May 2008 | back to top

Saturday,

Went Sentosa, den to Palawan Beach with my dear...
We were damn lucky that the weather wasnt that hot or raining.
The cloud was over the sun, and the breeze was so nice~
It was a perfect day at the beach, just with my dear alone~ <3

Sunday,

Also went out with my dear alone only~~
This time we went Suntec, but we edi been there for 3rd times that week >.>
We went to have laksa and mee rebus at Wang.
Den we go walk walk ~

Monday,

Nth much happened. Just work finish, go home, online lo!
XD

Tuesday,

Also normal lo,
Working now,
Later go home,
Den online liao ~

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ღღ luv mii-feng~~ (bee~!! gg)
our 1 month 3 days & counting~*

Written at 03 May 2008 | back to top

1st Month~ღ

Wee, today i'll be going out whole day with my dear only!
To celebrate our 1st month together ღ
Hahaha =x

Everything started so suddenly, and time fly so fast...
That it's 1 month already ~ ღ
At 1st i was unsure, but feelings do grow...
i'm no longer unsure about it anymore...

Ehehe, we'll be heading to Sentosa later on,
My swimsuit let him see 1st gg!
May it'll be a hot and sunny day, or maybe, cloudy?
It doesn't matter, i hope >.>

We'll see about that, later! =P

Just the 2 of us...

Written at 02 May 2008 | back to top

Thursday, Public Holiday, Labour Day

Heavy head but i cant slp,
Woke at 11.30am, when i get to slp at 8am.
Whole time when i was at Maddy's house,
I didn't bother abt the Mahjong game going on,
I was too tired to even play.

Get online and play around until 3pm++
Was so hooked up with a very cute game called, Angel Online.

Well, it was cute but need to go out edi,
For a date with my dear, LoL...

Having a bit of mood swing, sadly...
We had lunch at Asian again ahahaha,
Lately keep hving Chinese Cuisine, not that i'm complaining...

After the meal, we went to Suntec City to shop around.
I bought a new bag and a new swim suit...
Hehe, i can go swimming complex and beaches already ^^

Den around evening, meet up with 2 friends to have dinner.
We had dinner at "Soup Restaurant"
It was awesome but the price is abit too awesome too -.-"

Ahaha, that's all for today!
Tomorrow morning, I'm still having holiday!
Going to a friend's house to play Mahjong again!
This time, I won't sleep! /gg

:D

1 more day... xD

It's a sign...

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Maybe it's a sign of moving onwards,
And not hold on too much hopes on looking backwards?

Not that i don't wanna bother much,
But everyone moves on with new people after all isnt it?

Or like a friend actually told me this,
I'm actually more happy den i actually was...
But, deep down inside, i'm still holding on...

To whatever else we may be, normal friends,
Or even just hi-bye friends,
I just wanna keep in contact.
Isolation, is such strong word...
Or rather, no one even bothers...
That's negatively...

If to think positively,
All of us has a goal in reality,
It's more about friends, studies, parents, discipline...
That none of us had the time to really go chat with an individual...

Well, for now, I'll let time tell the tales...
Tales of 31 May 2008... LOL!

:S

Does it matters~*

Written at 01 May 2008 | back to top

Had dinner with some of my friends yesterday...
At Vivo's Kim Gary~ LoL!
We were quite a big group of 7...
So waiting for the seats were quite long... 30 mins or so i think!

The funny thing abt that day was,
Des ask me plan and decide,
And so, I send out smses to all relavant ppl...
And ask them to reply back to Des instead of me...
However, i end up getting all the replies!
No fun one =x

After dinner, we went to Maddy house play overnight mahjong again~
I did plan to play, but i was too tired to play... >.>"
Instead, i slept and din play... lol!

Well, that's all for yesterday~
Not sure about today, wakakaka!

(:

Counting down: 2 days! <-- /gg

Written at 30 May 2008 | back to top

Lately, I had been thinking alot about something,
That i get so tempremental...
Maybe I'm just tired from work or something

I also no idea! -.-

Nth much happens, so nth much to write about!

=.=

Written at 28 May 2008 | back to top

爱与希望

Written at 25 May 2008 | back to top

Den after that we went arcade play play!
Play on that candy machine again, Haha!
And got another puppy,
I took home just to take pic pic only,
Later on, give back my dear le =P

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Our 1 month 22 Days, 8 days to 2nd month! XD

Written at 23 May 2008 | back to top

Dearest Allie,

Please get well soon! And do not skip anymore meals, I beg you T.T

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Written at 15 May 2008 | back to top

I'm okay already.
I guess I am fine now.
So, you guys stop worrying, okay?

I'm really fine...
Sorry for not replying sms-es

Just want some time alone awhile, i guess...

Written at 13 May 2008 | back to top

I think i should just cheer up and don't care anything anymore...
But can i...?

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Written at 11 May 2008 | back to top

Mum's odd
Like keep avoiding and ignoring him
Talking always end with a sacarstic remark
A little asking leads to argument...

Mum says,

Dad's irritating and unreasonable.
Always complains about the food she buys
Always ask so much
Always restricting her...

---

I HAD IT ENOUGH....

I cried, cried the whole night on friday night till i drag until 4am den i go to slp...

I really dunno wat to do anymore...

When will they stop complaining...

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This is the start

(chorus)

And Life is a road and I want to keep going

Love is a river I want to keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey

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Just the 2 of us...

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It's a sign...

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Does it matters~*

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